Im not able to comprehend such a day.. but w.e Im not confused or whatever.. I am just sad.. utterly sad.. My relationship is slowly going down into the dumps and we are both trying but everything just seems to be going wrong… So what is it that I am missing.. What signs should I look at .. WHAT THE HELL SHOULD I DO?? Anyways whatever.. I guess im trying and thats all that matters..
I have a sore heart… that is slowly gettin cold.. And a part of me is beginning not to care…
If i dont be true to myself then…. Its like he thinks im all about me and not us.. And maybe im over reacting I just think that its a critical thing and … I just simply dont know what to do or say… at least we kind of share some mutual sentiments…

Whatever…. May the tears fall…

What happened on VDay.. nothing really.. had a roller coaster night in my point of view.. and morning.. I think that day changed alot of my thoughts But I think its time to get used to this.. Submit myself to what i have to do and get over the rest…
im Done!!